I am afraid of losing my soul and instead letting money be the root of control, wearing a suit and getting that nine to five, no longer feeling that I am alive, lost in the rat race, that I'll lose myself trying to find my place,

I am afraid of Dying and not trying to be all I thought I could be, maybe the futures not so bright and the lights won't blind me or take over these dark nights maybe life isn't worth the fight maybe what all those haters say is right

I am afraid all my dreams will hang on shelves, that people care nothing more than about themselves, that doors won't open, that I'll be washed up with no emotion, I'll lose direction show no affection & I'll sleep with people just to add to my collection

I am afraid of Dying and not trying to be all I thought I could be, maybe the futures not so bright and the lights won't blind me or take over these dark nights maybe life isn't worth the fight maybe what all those haters say is right

I am afraid my lovers will turn out to be like my mother and sons my brother, I am scared we'll always fight, I am scared another lover will take me away, I'll miss my kids play, I am scared I'll start to despise her sight, I am scared of turning off the childrens lights.

I am afraid of Dying and not trying to be all I thought I could be, maybe the futures not so bright and the lights won't blind me or take over these dark nights maybe life isn't worth the fight maybe what all those haters say is right


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VINTAGE NIKE

Love Magazine x Longchamp

Mario Sorrentino by Kate Moss

Talay Riley for the fourth issue of RE-BEL

Topman Ad cool colours

Fat Barbie

Nicola Roberts I

I'm scared of dying and not trying, scared of death and all. / I'm scared of lying in case karma comes and eats me whole. / I'm scared to think about the devil in case he takes my soul. / I'm scared of .. scared of nightmares, scared I'll lose control. / I don't like trophiess, don't like batman, don't like bitchy girls.

I don't like trophiess, don't like batman, don't like bitchy girls. / Don't think it's healthy holding grudges that won't save the world. / I don't like nasty words, they hurt me like you never know. / But don't think I won't put on a smiley face and do the show. / I hate that boyfriends wear some beautiful disguises.

I hate it when your order comes and they messed up all your sizes. / Hate that I'm always late, hate that I'm messy too. / I hate that I have got it in me to start feeling blue. / I'm scared to wake up one day and find that my bubble has burst.

/ I'm scared that someone else has got the new collection first. / I'm scared of seeing ghosts. I'm scared of the unknown I'm scared to be some two-faced person's little stepping stone. / I don't like the people that leave comments on the internet. / They preach they're perfect while they're fucking you with intellect.

I don't like that you won't let me speak controversially 'case you don't think that it will sit well universally. / I hope that one day we stop striving for perfection. / I hope that everybody loves my new direction. / I hope we no more need the adverts that are supposed to help us getting hurt /

I hope that one day we get the answers.

RE-BEL ISSUE 4 Launch @ Exposure Gallery

Thanks to Exposure Gallery & its team, Ryan-Cooper-Brown, Rekorderlig, Krispy Kreme, Outside Line, Mischief PR & everyone who turned up

RE-BEL ISSUE 4

PHOTOGRAPHY - DANIEL SANNWALD

STYLING - RASHARN AGYEMANG

ART DIRECTION - ROB MEYERS FOR RBPMstudio

Dazed october 11

Cool cover very Ricardo and Very Mathhew Stone

vogue- Adele

British Vogue goes for an Adele face shot for their latest issue

Aggyness Deyn for british elle

Swatch- Kid Robot- Moet

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